How to become a Yakuza Girl

it's one page of my biography in 2005. the recorder was my friend in tokyo, Junko who used to be a M'D of Sakagura. she married with american guy in japan, and got a baby (girl) last year!(super cute!) they are living in tokyo now. Junko and i went to the tattoo studio after got drunk with my other friends in tokyo, it was around 11pm. i decided to get this SAKURA tattoo because i swore to live in NY as real Japanese. (of course not for being yakuza girl...) when i wonder if i should go or not, i see this tattoo on mirror, and make sure my real mind....

A romantic sunday night

big hand

the cloud man tried to catch me!

but my man blew out the cloud man! he is amazing!

my nephew Keishin (2007)

is he ready to become buddhist priest??

my cutie nephew Keishin (2years ago)

he didn't like little kids. he had always hung out with old ladies....

little bitch mari (2007)

she is so cute, but sometimes so mean....

my cutie niece Mari (2years ago)

i wanted eat her!! she seemed so yummy!!

restaurant MEGU report

famous ice buddha

grilled sishamo smelt

simmered shiitake mashroom

roasted duck

seared yellowtail sushi and sea urchin sushi


vinegared seafood sunomono

wagyu beef grilled a top hot stone (wagyu is much more expensive than kobe beef)


green tea

bad girls

OH MY GOOOOD!!! i got totally changed my mind by Riyoko's husband's dishes at MEGU. he is amazing!
we had sushi counter seats in front of riyoko's husband Mr.Dan. (he is japanese) we had Dan's special OMAKASE full course dinner with expensive super premium sake KUBOTA MANJU ($180 by bottle at megu). it's expensive sake, but i had to pick something good one because i knew that Dan didn't charge anything for dishes, so i wanted to pay at least for drink. but they refused my offer! it's unbelievable.... i'm sure, the cost was over $800 for 2 people....
all dishes were amazing. i really love their sushi style its very small like Edomae Sushi. Riyoko told me that one of sushi chef who took care of us used to be most famous sushi restaurant in Ginza, Tokyo, Ginza Kyubei's sushi chef. i see....
i didn't take pics all sushi and sashimi, but we had a lot actually.... i MUST DO something good for them sometime soon.... oh my god.
after the dinner, we had just one drink and coffee with Kumi mama and Akane. it was wonerful girls night.

i made it.

i know my suimsuit is not sports gym style.

but i like it. leave me alone.

i swam today. feel so good. and i'm going to fansy japanese restaurant MEGU with Riyoko who is m'd of sakagura, and her husband is chef of MEGU. i might feel better than now after dinner. when i had a dinner with my friend Marika at midtown MEGU last year was...terrible actually. i don't want to remember this.... then, riyoko's husband told me that he wants to change my mind by his dishes. so, i am invited downtown MEGU tonight. i'm excited of FREE FANCY DINNER! sorry, honey in scotland!

i was born in a deep forest

i was born in a hospital actually though. haha. but this huge beech tree forest, SHIRAKAMI FOREST is in my small hometown Akita, Japan. there is authorized as a world heritage by UNESCO. some big and thick trees are over 400years old. have you seen hayao miyazaki's movie MONONOKE PRINCESS? you will be able to picture the forest in the movie. according to some books and mountain guide people, beech tree gives huge energy to people, if you touch or feel them. so, i touched and felt them a lot, when i visited there 2years ago with my mom, and my deceased father's best friend Mr. Takahashi from L.A.
did i get huge energy from the forest? oh, yeah.

night and day of tokyo tower

from roppongi hills.
tokyo tower has big power for me. it makes me think many things.
because i'm a country pumpkin?

i'm city boy

he is always my hero....

don't play with the....

mr. and mrs. helton's brain....

it's NOT true!!!


my brain(used to be...) : ALL MONEY


















jimmy's brain: ALL LOVE

















my brain was changed after married.....



















some secrets, many lies, many friends, and SOME dirty things.....